Trying hard to be positive and pull myself out of my self loathing. Despite some negatives my life is going good. I’ve got many things to be grateful for and happy to look forward to I have goals and ambitions.
There’s the difference. Before when I’d get low I couldn’t see anything good now I’m future driven.
My baby boy turns 13 next week, a teenager. He’s a good boy, respectful, kind, focused, amazing at school has quick wit and is damn funny. So far hasn’t gotten into the normal teen rebellion, no drinking, drugs, smoking, running away etc. I’m proud of both of us for that.
My 6 year old is chatty, curious, creative, loving very intelligent.
My sailor is there’s no words which can fully describe him. While at times the man drives me crazy at times he is my rock. Nearly 8months into our relationship I feel blessed and lucky to have him. I’ve been in relationships before where at this point I had major doubts etc. But with sailor i have none if that. In a way I shocked and surprised ive not self sabotaged us. We have faced many challenges, but I believe we have what it takes to last the distance.
We are actively saving together to buy a small piece of land and build our very own tiny home together. Which brings us so much excitement. Just recently he brought up the subject of marriage and wanting that in our future to. (That blows me away to no end. I’ve never had someone truly wanting me as their wife)
We have our separate hobbies, he supports my photography and art. We support each other with everything. I can’t wait to grow old with this man.
Also spent a lot of time out with rebel my camera here’s a few of my favs
PS I also made all the candles myself, my children helped model.
So times you just need to look at the big picture and see how blessed we are