The moment you realise what a complete utter door mat you are ….. Where you see the reasons people have been laughing being your back …… That your nothing but a foolish girl to many ….

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One chance one wish

If I had one chance
To wish one wish
I’d wish for the happiness
That escaped your grasp
I would take back the pain
That you never deserved
I would sit gently placing
All the broken shards
That I shattered from your heart
I’d kiss you tear stained cheeks
One last time
Releasing you from the cage
That is our love

Haunted in daylight

Haunted in daylight
Haunted through night
The pain of my love
That left my side
Pain in the morning
As I open my eyes
Broken and battered
I fight with my mind
Heartbroken and weakened
I’m losing the fight

Have you ever laid eyes on

Have you ever laid eyes on a complete stranger. And thought to yourself that’s him. That’s the person you never knew could stir such emotion. Wanting that person in your life. Not knowing or caring weather they were educated or not. Was rich or poor. Knowing nothing about them. Yet knowing that at that moment you had walked into the life of someone you wanted for the rest of your life. I did once upon a time. I still look at him the same. Except now I know the baggage hopes dreams and desires. It still feels the same I meet him and want to spend my life with him

Happy birthday my darling daughter

This time six years ago I was in labour with my precious baby. Its was a touch and go pregnancy and I just wanted her born safe. At 10:34am I welcomed my blue eyed blond beauty into this world. Like most parents I was in awe. Especially introducing her to her big brother. Just me and two children. Before her daddy (not bio father but daddy) and two step brothers came along just before she turned two. Apple of her daddys eye. She took to music as he taught he what he knew. She has her mamas spunk and creativity. Loves music and art more then dolls. Her sass and spunk make for a fun challenging young girl. But when her other side comes out it balances showing her kind nature. Weather rubbing someone’s arm checking they are ok or sweet words she says in her sleep. I’m lucky to have her for everything she is. Today she us six my big birthday girl. I love her so dearly and hope she has the best day possible xox