Nerves are kicking in. About my girls birthday party. I know me I get extremely anxious and then it turns out fine. Nerves are over the people coming. Its the standard crowd. But they don’t see eye to eye.
Pretty much because he will be here with the children and his mother. My mum really likes him and they get on well. Only she’s not happy how things have turned out and doesn’t want us hurt. I can fully understand this. I’ve been scared cause of the recent developments that he won’t show. Even though he has told me he will. Maybe even try to reassure me.
People are of the opinion that he’s not their bio father so don’t invite him. But he is daddy and she wants him there. As does my boy. Him and his family deserve to be there.
I also scared to see him. I know we will be fine in each others company. Just so hard having to see him after not for 2 weeks. I want to see him but I don’t. I don’t want to look him in the eyes. He will know that I don’t want him gone once he sees that’s. There is not hiding when he’s in front of me.
Despite all the mixed feelings after the first five minutes of awawardness everyone will settle in and have a blast.