Just over a week ago I made a decision to delete his cell phone number. I found the temptation to big. I removed his number from everywhere and forced my self to remember a number similar but wrong so I couldn’t just contact him.
I felt myself going back and forth with telling him how I felt and what I want. Thought fine if he texts I’ll reply. Then delete messages and number after.
He was texting about different things once n a while. Now nothing for a few days.
So like it or not I can’t contact him via texts or calls. No car to go see him. My thoughts were I need to give him the space he asked for. Also to take away the chance of sending pathetic texts when I wasn’t thinking straight.
Time will tell if I made the right choice or shot myself in the foot.