Me single usually means lonely. So I get busy, online selling, immaculate home, constant baking, cooking, skinny, etc. I full in my time so well I don’t have time to dwell on things.
Me in a relationship. Normally means I let things drop. I get comfortable, drop my hobbies. My world revolves around that person and my kids. I sort of forget myself.
This time its not going to happen. I won’t allow it. I can have it all. I have wonderful man, time together, time with my children. Me time. I’m still keeping up my photography and running what I consider a successful blog. I’ve started new hobby’s with the zentangling. I’ve lessened my need for perfection with home and cooking. But still enjoying it. I’m watching movies. Having fun.
But most of all I’m not losing myself for another person. I’ve gained a new confidence within myself. Unplugged new creative outlets. I’m motivated with being a good person to me so I can be to sailor and my children