About 28 hours has all its been. Sailors only gone a week. Keeping busy. Being productive and creative. But last night dawned on me that I was going to sleep without him by my side. Waking alone. Feel a sense of sadness and longing already. I’m afraid I’m going to drive you all nuts this week. Missing him this bad im going to have to vent somehow. You know what’s nuts I realised I made to coffees this morning. I’m going crazy I tell ya. Out of this world crazy.