Know the feeling?

The moment when you realise you’ve just stuffed up the best thing that has come into your life in years. Where you have no idea how to fix it. Where you hate BPD so much that it leaves you spinning. Where you react in ways you’ve promised you wouldn’t. Slipped back in to the person you fought so hard not to be. That moment when you realise you make your fears your reality

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35 thoughts on “Know the feeling?

  1. I do know that feeling. I recently lost someone to my inability to just be “normal”; or at least not fit a DSM description.

    Hang in there and ride out the learning experience. (Honestly though, I could do with less lessons myself <3)

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  2. …and that moment is gone (and we have regrets), but we can’t live in that moment. We have to summon up the strength to move forward into our lives.

    “Start by doing what’s necessary; then do what’s possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible” Francis of Assisi

    Hugs to you and wishes for peace.

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  3. Yeah.. i know the feeling even if its not at the same intensity, when you put all on the table, all your hopes and dreams… yeah…now i cant belive and i express my feelings through photos and videos, i am limited to react and express this way, soo.. i suggest you try to create art this way… and lets hope the time will wipe all those bad memories of ours.

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  4. One thing at a time. First you have to stop the spinning, anyway you can.

    Then you start fresh. BPD or not, we all mess up. Sometimes it’s just hard to breathe. Sometimes it’s just hard to put your feet on the floor in the morning. But as soon as we recognize that we are not alone, we are able to take steps. But that is something that no one else can do for us.

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