This morning my new hubby left for two weeks away for work. Although I didn’t want him to go and I’m already missing him like mad. I’ve surprised myself. Because in the lead up to him going away I felt a lot calmer, more at ease. Not full of anxiety like normal.
I think its a combination of a few things. Getting married last week. Meeting lots of his friends and workmate a few weeks ago. He’s putting even more effort and time into my children, and they are loving it and responding well, growing an even stronger bond. He and I have been talking and putting goals in to action for our present and future. Even more laugher, motivation and support.
In a way the tables have turned. Last night he made us a beautiful meal, all grown by him apart from cheese. Was a divine egg, spinach, onion and feta thing (our first eggs from our 14 new chickens affectationly named the ladies) a yummy fresh, beetroot, carrot and lettuce salad and green beans. He insisted on us all sitting at the kitchen table together for a family meal. Wonder if there was more laughing then eating happening 🙂 he was very vocal about how he loves us and will miss us. And we’ve had a lot more contact then normal.
So while I miss my darling husband I’m grateful to be feeling even more safe, secure and content in our lives, which makes him being away just a little easier.
Here’s some photos of the yummy meal he made
So proud of the work he’s putting into the yard and chooks to provide such tasty and healthy meals