I text hubby yesterday to say I wasnt giving up love him and that I wasn’t going anywhere.
I’ve just tried to call him it rang for ages n went to voice mail. So left a message asking him to let me know he’s safe n ok n he has somewhere to stay.
Today I have to go into change of our benefit to a single parent one.
Its suddenly hit me my husband left me and I don’t think he’ll come home. He took a lot of his stuff when he left town. But heaps still here. I don’t honestly know what to do. My sons angry hurt n over protective he’s 14. My 7 year old keeps asking to ring or text him. I’ve said no. She keeps telling me he didn’t say I couldn’t ring or message mum he’d never do that. She’s even written him a letter.
I don’t believe in divorce. He knew and has been told I’ll never sign divorce papers.
I’m trying to just carry on taking care of the kids, home yard everything.
But today I’m physical feeling sick from all the stress. I miss him