I’ve just found out he’s been admitted to mental health inpatient unit at the hospital. Whish means he’s considered critically mentally unwell. I asked to visit n he’s refusing all visitors. Waiting to hear back from his nurse. She/he if she can tell me anything. I know he’s in the best and safest possible place. He’ll get treated and assessed properly. He’s got a roof over his head and meals. I brought him lots of his favourite things which my mum will drop to the reception tomorrow for Christmas. I was so angry last night with him felt abandoned and alone. But I know now how sick he is and having been there myself I understand. I know its not my fault. But I can help but feel helpless. Not able to help him at all i desperately want to just go there find him and hold him so tight so he knows I’m here I love him I’m not going to abandon him. I want to just tell him to take his time, accept the help, get well, that’ll it’ll all be ok. He’ll be ok. We will be ok. That we love him and admire him getting help.