Feeling really sad tonight

Everything is a work in progress which I understand and respect. I just can’t help but want to speed up the process. I want to continue to build the foundation to a great life. Open discussion and honestly is a must. Its so important. Hearing others truly hearing them. Being mindful with my responses. Allowing others to feel heard and accepted. Trying to keep a level head when I hear things I’d rather not. Things that hurt me even though I’m grateful for the truth. I’m feeling pulled between wanting to acknowledge events that have happened, yet knowing I’ll never truly have the answers I feel I need for closure. Im not ready to ask those questions that can not undo the hurt. Yet left unsaid is keep the wound gaping and raw. My need to protect myself and others is putting strain on life. Yet I can’t face that I can’t protect those I love from the experiences they have and will face. 

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4 thoughts on “Feeling really sad tonight

  1. you expressed it very well… control is at the heart of it… accepting what we cannot control is life’s biggest challenge, but well worth the exercise… a wise and recovering control freak once wrote: “Be anxious for nothing, but in all things by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God; and the peace of God which surpasses understanding will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4.5-7) praying for you… ❤

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